lonely...

 I'm lonely, I'm sad

I cry when i see people chilling with their friends.

I cry when i see people having fun.

I cry when people think I'm weird again.

I cry when people making fun out of me again.

I cry when i realise again my in-game friends are fake.

I cry when i get home from work when nobody is around.

I'm even starting to cry while typing this.

I don't want to cry anymore.

I don't want to feel bad anymore.

I don't want people to make fun out of me anymore.

I don't want to be weird anymore.

I don't want to be lonely anymore.

I don't want to hide my tears behind my smile anymore.

..Sometimes... I don't even want to live anymore.

I want to be happy, even though i'm not sure if that will happen.

I want to sing with people.

I want to dance with people.

I want to have fun like a little kid again.

I want to have friends i can talk with.

I want to be alive again.